I love my little sister!

My little sister custom made a set of Jamberry nail wraps for me. I can't wait to get them! I desperately need a manicure so I am a bit impatient!

In Loving Memory

of

Beverly Jane Stebbins

Born 1/30/1957

Died 8/13/2013

 

 

May you rest in eternal peace.You are missed.

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After a long and arduous battle with ovarian cancer, my friend Beverly passed quietly on Tuesday, August 13th. I was fortunate to be able to spend the night and most of Tuesday at the hospital by her side. I did not want her only daughter Maggie to be alone when Bev slipped away.  Her grandmother and uncle arrived about 5ish and I said goodbye to them with the intent of returning home to shower and change before returning to spend the night. Unfortunately, Bev passed before I could return. Both Maggie and her grandmother held Bev's hands and talked her through the transition and allowed her to take her final breath knowing she was loved and would be missed.

Beverly was my rock when I was a single mom. She taught me how to be strong and a great mother when I doubted myself. I am happy that I was able to be there for her over the last several years. Some days were good, some not so good. The chemo, doctors visits and three times a week fluid infusions took a lot out of her, but never broke her spirit. I am thankful for her oldest friend Betty who took turns with me, taking her to her appointments as well as providing other support to her as well.

I am at peace with her passing but know at anytime the grief may blindside me. At least I am aware of it and will hopefully be ready for it when it comes. I have already picked up the phone to call her several times...

Maggie will be 21 next month and will be going off to complete her senior year at college. I know it will be difficult for her. A milestone birthday and her final year at school without her mom... I hope to continue to be part of her life. I have seen her grow from a small happy child, to a sometimes rebellious teen, into a beautiful and loving young woman. I intend to knit her a scarf and matching hat for the Winter out of the same yarn, since I purchased more than enough for the shawl. I hope to someday make her wedding dress should she choose to marry.

I pray that Beverly knows Maggie will be well taken care of by her brother and his wife, and also that both Betty and I will always have a place for her in our hearts and in our homes.

About a six or eight weeks ago, while I was helping her to go through her belongings she asked that I give the prayer shawl I made for her to my son. I was shocked and concerned that her own mother or Maggie would be upset. She insisted that she wanted Alex to have it to remember her by and know that she loved him like a son, just as I love Maggie as if she were my own daughter. It was in a bag to keep the cats from eating the fringe, plus it has been very warm here. He asked me to get it for him Tuesday evening, and has slept with it on his bed since her passing. The cats must know it is special since not one of the three has made any attempt to eat it or play with the fringe. (Knitting it with them around was a whole different ball game!)

Prayer Shawl for Beverly Stebbins, adapted from a design by Lisa Spivey

Behind...AGAIN!

I'm behind...yet again! I finished a prayer shawl for a dear friend just in time for Summer! I've done a few other projects and will be starting on something for myself soon.  My finals were last week and my grades are in... 4.0 GPA thank you very much!

I hope both friends love their gifts!

Behind on school work...spent the day knitting and frogging...knitting and frogging.  I DO NOT like the way the blanket I am making for my niece to be is shaping up.  Frogging the whole thing again and buying different yarn.  I will use the Bernat Baby Coordinates to make another blanket or a layette set.

Planning on leaving work early tomorrow for a doctor's appointment.  Will work on school work then...

Scuba takes on a new project...COLLEGE!

Started college full time on Monday.  Think I bit off a little more than I can chew...we shall see.

WIP...2...Finished....2!

So I have actually finished two projects.  A shawl for me and a scarf for my daughter...still haven't tackled the rest of the blanket...

A knitting milestone...

My best friend Patty, my daughter Sarah and I took a knitting class last Monday.  The instructor, Rena Gosselin is wonderful!  After the class she took the time to fix the blanket so I can finish it!  I cried and hugged her.  I can finally finish it after all these years!

During the class I cast on and knit the first row of a new and hopefully much improved blanket for my niece to be Hailey who is due in April.